Uncharted Waters
I have kept a personal journal regarding my Dx, journey, struggles, thoughts, feelings and always contemplated sharing. I believe now may be that time. I am forever grateful to those … Continue Reading Uncharted Waters
I am not scared, I am just sad. (Written by Lindsay Fall 2025)
Talking death, planning my last days is awkward, weird and like an out of body experience. I’m not scared to die and I have peace – thanks to lots of … Continue Reading I am not scared, I am just sad. (Written by Lindsay Fall 2025)
Promise me, a momma plea. (Written by Lindsay on October 27,2025)
Death, tragedy happens and the community surrounds and loves the family. It’s such a beautiful thing. But our human instincts go back to our own lives and our own trials … Continue Reading Promise me, a momma plea. (Written by Lindsay on October 27,2025)
(MY) Secret to Happiness: (Written by Lindsay on August 19th, 2026)
A question I’ve been asked the past couple years is – what else would you like to do in your life, like dying wishes? To be 100% honest, NOTHING except … Continue Reading (MY) Secret to Happiness: (Written by Lindsay on August 19th, 2026)
Lindsay’s Unshared Words:Pieces of her heart and story
There are a few words Lindsay left behind that she never had the chance to share. Lindsay created this blog as a place to share her story, her life, her … Continue Reading Lindsay’s Unshared Words:Pieces of her heart and story
Impossible decisions
In September, a courageous melanoma friend told me she and her family had to make the impossible decision to move her to comfort and hospice care. My gut reaction was … Continue Reading Impossible decisions
I’m tired.
I didn’t want to wish away the summer but I finally have my people under one roof. May, June, July – -Countless immunotherapy, liver directive treatments and doctor visits and … Continue Reading I’m tired.
What you don’t see.
This weekend was the best! The best because I woke up and felt strong enough physically to be able to participate in what the day had to offer. Saturday was … Continue Reading What you don’t see.
Crazy hard stuff, but the light came (for now)
It’s been a crazy really hard couple months since I wrote last. I write all the time but never had the energy to complete the thought or publish. As I … Continue Reading Crazy hard stuff, but the light came (for now)
B2S, Pork Green Chili, more treatment planned
The yearly post of back to school pictures are all over the social feeds. Lots of comments saying, “how sad, my kids are growing to fast’ ‘please stop time’ etc. … Continue Reading B2S, Pork Green Chili, more treatment planned
New options keep the HOPE alive.
It’s been quite a while since I blogged but feeling the need to express some thoughts – all the feels….sadness, frustration, gratitude, happiness, hopefulness and love. Last week I had … Continue Reading New options keep the HOPE alive.
I said I’d do it again if it provides HOPE….
In the thick of ‘hell’ of IL-2 in February 2023, I remember telling myself – if I had to do this again I would. I said that thinking it would … Continue Reading I said I’d do it again if it provides HOPE….
Stability until I wasn’t, F
The past few months have been simply amazing. I am running the fastest, rowing the hardest and lifting the heaviest I have in years. My mind and body are aligned … Continue Reading Stability until I wasn’t, F
Tumor Infiltrating Lymphocytes (TIL) milestones and a personal journey.
Tumor Infiltrating Lymphocytes (TIL) milestones and a personal journey. This is written for a patient and/or caregiver in mind but for all if you want the nitty gritty details. Disclaimer: … Continue Reading Tumor Infiltrating Lymphocytes (TIL) milestones and a personal journey.
Finding me and Happy 4th, my fav holiday!
It’s been an interesting journey since my TIL infusion in February 2023. I keep waiting to be ‘me again’ but have been told by so many including my therapist, acupuncturist, … Continue Reading Finding me and Happy 4th, my fav holiday!
Thank you and Tcell update
Median survival after a metastatic OM diagnosis is 9 months – but treatments are being researched in clinical trials (Melanoma Research Foundation) SO…..I learned of my mets in Aug of … Continue Reading Thank you and Tcell update
Be Raw. (and recovery update)
Earlier this year (pre TIL treatment) I was at the grocery store with my kids and we were checking out. The bagger said, “I am sorry and shouldn’t ask but … Continue Reading Be Raw. (and recovery update)
Mrs Captain Ron 